We conquered target photo!!!

Ya!!! Finally, going to get pictures wasn't a nightmare! We have had so many problems with jcpenney photo- they always have the wierdest photographers. Last time we went this 90lbs guy, in all black, super pale is our photographer. He grabs her foot right away, she cries, never stopped till we left. I would have cried if he'd grabbed my foot too!! Today, she was perfect, even the photo lady said she was so good for a 2 yr old. I don't know if its cause she feels comfortable at target- thanks to her 2 grandma's mostly, or if the photo lady was really good, or its her age, but I'm so happy!!

Today, I got Jillians new room all taped and ryan's gonna prime it(its dark blue rite now) and paint this week. Hopefully, the tinkerbell border won't be too hard to put up- never did wallpaper before. Ryan just groaned when I said I bought it. I can't wait to have the two rooms done- its all i can think about- im wierd i know.

That's all thats new here- can you believe its october this week?? crazy!

Connor One Day Old

What a cutie!!! Jillian can't wait to play with her new friend!!!

Baby Connor!!!

Congrats to Leah and Chris on the birth of their baby boy Connor Christopher today at 8:07am!! He was 7lbs 12oz, 20inches!!! I'm going to visit tommorrow so I will snap some shots of the new cutie and post them!!!

It's a Girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Her hand (in a fist) next to her cheek

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Today we had our ultrasound- and suprise- its a little girl!!! Most important is that she is healthy, and growing perfect!! I am only 2 days ahead so far- so following diabetic diet is good so far. She weighs 12 ozs!!! I don't think she looks at all like Jillian- look at those angelina lips!! I was so sure it was a boy, daddy thought girl, but the minute we found out i started crying, just relieved we know and she's healthy!!! So, now i'm in room redo mode! I've decided my little girl #2 should not get a hand me down room!!! So, I've talked ryan into redoing both rooms:-) I've always regreted a little not going full out pink, so baby girl will have a pink and light green room- theme to be determined. Miss Jillian will move to the big room and have tinkerbell theme. I already have a comforter set, today I went on ebay and got her 2 valances, wall paper border and at jcpenney purple blinds!!!! Her walls will be purple and she needs a rug!!! I'm so excited, 2 little girls, my girls!!! To much emotional excitement - my baby #1 birthday and my baby #2 ultrasound- for a pregnant hormone mommy!!!!!

My baby girl is 2

My precious baby Jillian,
I can't believe it, for 730 days you have been here, sometimes it seems like you were just in my belly, other times I can't imagine my life before you. You have completely changed my life, I want the world to be better for you, I would give up anything and everything for you. You are strong-willed, smart and decisive- all traits which give me a run for my money, but someday, when you are all grown will be your biggest assets, and help you achieve all your dreams. I hope you chase all your dreams and become the worlds best brain surgeon or the best stay at home mom, but knowing you it will be both! Most of all I wish you a lifetime of love, small problems, big success and true happiness! You may not be a baby anymore age wise, but you will always be my baby, in my heart, my first born- I love you- more than you will ever know. Happeebee 2nd birthday my eebee baby girl!!! Love, Mommy

Happeebee Birthday Party

Jumpin with daddy
the gift bonanza
Somebody likes presents!!!
All Jillians cousins and friends
Eebee cake!!!

Jillian had so much fun at her birthday party yesterday. I think it was her favorite yet!!! Daddy suprised her with a giant castle bouncer- which she, and all the other kids loved. She got a whole new wardrobe, a baby, dora backpack, mr potato head, an easel, and so much more. She is very spoiled!!! She crashed at 730pm last nite and is sleeping now, I think making up for yesterday's business!!! Tommorrow is her 2nd birthday and we find out the gender of the baby!!! whoo hoo.

What being sassy looks like..

Wanna see daddy get really mad??? Play with his remote!! Then, throw it against a pole!!

Good weekend to be sick

Well, its been raining and humid outside for 2 full days now, so I'm not too upset we are a little under the weather here. Jillian's nose started running friday and kept going till this morning. She is still running around and crazy, just a lot more crabbier than usual! fun! today she took a long nap, me too, during the packer game and is looking better. I of course got her cold, but its just like really bad allergies so not too bad. I'm glad i cancelled her 2 yr pictures friday, she had a scratch on her face, but with the cold starting she would have been a cranky girl.

I can't beileve her birthday party is in a few days!!! I feel like she just turned one!!! Hopefully, all the rain is gone and next saturday will be perfect out! That's all thats new here, i'm making chicken dumpling soup for dinner and hope it kicks the cold rite out of us!

Bath time zen

Nigh Nigh

Apparently baths have become boring for Miss Jillian. For the last couple nights when I give her a bath she lays flat down in the tub, covers up with her 3 washclothes (yes, she needs all three ALWAYS!), and says "nigh, nigh Mommy." She will turn her head a little to uncover a ear if I am talking otherwise she is very zen, laying still and eyes half open. It's not like she's tired cause 2 mins later she will be splashing and screaming. It's pretty cute, i will try to remember a camera at bath time to get a pic.

Otherwise all that is new with Miss J is her dislike of clothes and diapers and her insisting we "wread" every book in the house 5 times in a row. She was doing good saturday diaperless for about an hour than had an accident and got very upset. I was suprised she even knew she had an "accident" so I guess potty training is coming along slowly. She also wants to read, all the time, which is great except she likes to read a book over and over again. I feel like a tape recorder!

On saturday we got the whole closet cleaned out in the baby's room! I have 4 garbage bags of clothes from mine and ryans closet, and I could have thrown out alot more but I hesitate cause after the next baby I will lose so much weight and wear some clothes again u know :-) So, I'm very happy, all we need to do is paint in there now. I don't know why I feel so time pressed this time, I think its all the holidays coming up. With Jillian I had the whole summer to get stuff done and this time I feel like fall goes so fast and all the sudden its xmas and than baby!!! Plus this time its hard to get stuff done with a toddler, its not like I can spend a whole day on anything baby related, Jillian wants to play and go places, and it wouldnt be fair to her anyways. So 2 weeks to go and than we will know the sex and I will hopefully start feeling less stressed!!

Passed Out

Miss Jillian has been b-u-s-y lately. She's graduated from her high chair to her booster seat, and is eating like quite a little lady. No food throwing, using napkins and her utensils! Almost too good to be true! We also started potty training this last weekend. So far she wants to sit on the big potty with her seat on it about 5 times a day- but no actual "potty" yet. We also started organizing the baby's room sunday. We went through all the toys, clothes, ect.... There is still a ton to do- ie mostly the closet full of daddy's crapola which will be the baby's closet. We are going to have to share a closet for the 1st time in 3 years - should be super fun!!! I can't wait to find out- so we can paint and stuff!!! So, I'm finally starting to show- everyone at work that didnt know i was pregnant is saying stuff to me now. I'm eating super good and checking my sugar so I don't know if thats why i'm not getting bigger faster like everyone says is suppose to happen with the 2nd one. I looked at some pics from last time and I was way bigger! Guess not craving ice cream sundaes this time is a good thing!!! I'm sure I will pop like next week or something and regret ever saying I'm not showing much yet! So, thats all thats new here, besides birthday party planning. I'm really glad ours kids birthday's will be like 5 months apart- these birthda y parties are alot of work and I need a break between!

We also want to send our thoughts, prayers and love to Jillian's bff (best friend forever) ethan and his family. They lost a wonderful member of their family today. She was a beautiful person on the inside and out. There are no words worthy of saying when you lose someone you love, all you can do is hold onto are the memories and the knowlege that they are in a better place than we are, and at peace.